GAY AND PROUD!

this is a temporary state of mind..i know i know..but i have to account for it here as a dutiful blogger..the last 2 days have just been one laugh aftr another..not that anything changed..im still lonely n unemployed n ugly..but jeez for some reason been so freakin happy all d time..dont even feel like writing nayhtng coz it alwyz brings out the sadness..for those of u in the know ive just finished the gist of the novel thingy n im sending it tommo..if thngs go well my novel shld b published by end july or septembr..and..yes theres an and..a collection of novellas..like 4 small novellas in one book wch i think will come out lil sooner..like may or somethng..i guess theyll see wht kind of a response it gets n then decide if they shld publish the novel but i cldnt care less.if they decide not to i guess i cn convince somebdy else to publish it seeing as how i already hav one publication n all..but thats not really why im happy..i think its coz i havnt drunk in 2 days..wch is bcoz i scared myself shitless last time..did some very stupid and regrettable things..had a nice long talk wt my baby n i think some serious changes r underway..stopped stubbing my ciggies out on myself for one..lets see how long it lasts..